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Saturday, September 24, 2005 gasping for air
blogging is a luxury. one that i might not have that often anymore until December commences. n aft i blog, i feel guilty. for spending that 15 minutes typing my thoughts which have absolutely no bearing on my academia or my spiritual walk. but i still do it anyway. darn. the irony. yest night was a wonderful reprieve frm work. good food + good company + good music + good atmos = helluva good time. Happy 21st eeeeelaineeee! ive alrdy mentioned hw much i love the tfivers. they keep me sane. despite the 5 hrs sleep i squeezed out the nite b4, i still had fun! but sheesh, when im really into it, i do krazy stuff n say weird things. haha. ask these pple. ask my churchies. wednesday at wendy's was great too. wadeva game that was called that we played. haha.it was hilarious albeit my sadistic forfeit tendencies. and thurs nite. it was heartening to see that you still had some heart, for standing up for me. i appreciated it. but still i know that you are one who will never wear your heart on your sleeve. your diplomatic skills is something that i admire, but your shrewdness is the very thing i scorn. and i chide myself for seeing more in you in the past than what you are. you r on the list of one of the most un-gentlemanly n insensitive guys i've ever met. (nope, this isnt about R) someone once told me that until the point that i get that I am writing to make my readers happy, n not my newsmakers, den i'd be a mature/seasoned/good journalist. I didnt quite agree because i always thot one can find some middle ground. Can't you make both happy? But I guess in muckraking journalism there isnt any compromise. which makes me think - is this really what I want to be doing? leading worship tmr. had a good time in prac today. may the Lord be glorified. we hardly talk, talk, on weekdays. to hope that the weekend would be any different is to be in denial. maybe this isnt the right time for us after all. 2.5 yrs. n counting. Gra
left her mark @ 9:47 PM
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the traveller
She :: (fun-loving)(paradoxical)
(unpredictable)(emotional)(impulsive)
(introspective)(determined)(set apart)
Walks for :: God.
Loves :: chocolates.chill-outs.weekly movies.borders.
retro.jazz.travelling.retail therapy.tea.milo peng on sad days.
purple.live bands.fresh flowers.ktv.fine dining.francaise. my journey needs prayers * to just finish this sem well! sometimes it hits me you are as close to God as you choose to be. the tune this is Jesus generation past roads
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