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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 full throttle
so it's yet another week in school. sch's gaining full speeeeed ahead, throwing me into the quizzes, filming, headaches after 12-hour days and chasing stories. you know how busy i've been by the frequency (or lack thereof) of my blog entries. yup, that's a gd measurement yet. :P last wk was crazy. i didnt even haf time to write abt my frustrations coz i was too frustrated to pen my angst. it wldnt haf sounded too nice as well. in my own Shakespeare-esque words, my night became day and my day became night. its somewhat better now, but wait till filming for BJ starts this Fri night(night, yes inhumane n inevitable night) and the long nights ton-ning, straining our eyes over editing nxt week. n then, my ST work too. when will it eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeend? please let it be soon. its really no joke trying to chase the same ol' pple 4 photo requests n plugging. haiz. i also realised i haf a low tolerance for software as well. my 227 mates sharon n chang can vouch for tt! i simply dun haf the patience for the non-living COMPUTER n its nitty gritty components n alliances when it doesnt work the way i expect it to. haha. patience-tester man. ive recently been convicted abt materialism yet again. its been a recurring train of thought that i simply cant block out. meaningless, meaningless, all is meaningless. vanity, vanity, vanity. after you've purchased that $150 2nd hand processed Levi's 593, those 2 pairs of $3 earrings, that $30 SEED bag, do you feel satisfied, do your desires feel satiated, do you feel complete, do you feel joy?? coz i don't. n ive come to realise that. all i fool myself with is a temporal adrenalin high. the sweetest moments tt i cherish now are those rare quality times spent with you. you're beautiful, it's true. Gra
left her mark @ 10:50 PM
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the traveller
She :: (fun-loving)(paradoxical)
(unpredictable)(emotional)(impulsive)
(introspective)(determined)(set apart)
Walks for :: God.
Loves :: chocolates.chill-outs.weekly movies.borders.
retro.jazz.travelling.retail therapy.tea.milo peng on sad days.
purple.live bands.fresh flowers.ktv.fine dining.francaise. my journey needs prayers * to just finish this sem well! sometimes it hits me you are as close to God as you choose to be. the tune this is Jesus generation past roads
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